7:45 PM // June 2, 2023

Today I mainly fucked around in City Skylines playing with different mods. The vanilla trees are such traaash omg. Also, it's been over a week since I last had caffeine and I'm still waiting for my chemicals to balance out again. I still feel so sleepy and my brow feels heavy. This is like torture, but caffeine is really not good for me. I'm trying so hard to function as well as I do with coffee, but it is an uphill battle. All I want to do is lie around and play on my phone to stay awake. I know taking a nap might help, but I can tell that today is one of those days where if I go take a nap right now, I'm going to wake up with a godawful headache. I sleep hot and it's already too hot today. The AC doesn't help. So here I am, typing away in Neocities because what else is there to do? I hate my caffeine addiction. And I was hoping that getting decaf would maybe act as a placebo because it's helped immeasurably in the past, but it is not doing anything for me. But at least it tastes good. I fucking love coffee. But caffeine ruins my goddamn life.

3:15 PM // June 1, 2023

It's been so long since I did an interview, but it went so well today! I am so excited to start this job. I'll be getting in on the ground floor of it, and that's always pretty exciting.

1:08 PM // May 31, 2023

I'm doing my best to organize my website right now. I don't even know how long this format will last but I'm really enjoying it right now. lol

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